I had a warning. Things seemed to go relatively smooth when Obama was first elected. Things got nasty when he actually tried to govern. After the health care vote, black Representatives were met with racial slurs and spit on while they attempted to enter the Capital. The opponents weren't screaming "I hate your health care bill". They were screaming racial slurs. My representative in Atlanta is John Lewis. You may have seen him in old sixties videos, strolling beside Martin Luther King in places like Alabama. They called him a nigger. I can only imagine what he must have been thinking. Did he ever imagine that the election of the first black president of the United States would lead to being spit on as he entered the Capital in 2010? It was brewing, the racism, stewing and building and waiting for Obama to act, for Obama to do something they didn't agree with. And then the bile spilled forward.
After watching a series of videos recorded during earthquakes, our principal told us what to do if there is another earthquake, before gliding into another slide on his Power Point that dealt with myths about earthquakes. Number three: "Don't panic, the United States will help us". As soon as the slide came up, multiple people in the room said "Arizona". "That's right: Arizona." our principal said. "The U.S. doesn't want us and we can't rely on them for help". I felt awkward and people were looking at me. It wasn't the first time Arizona has come up since the passage of SB 1070. I understand that it is not a bad thing if Mexico doesn't rely on the U.S. should a natural disaster occur; they need to be prepared. But I don't like it that the legislative moves of one racist state has made visa carrying, Mexican citizens feel unwelcome in our country. They are one of our closest neighbors. We share a border and a history. We are sitting on their land. They welcomed me to their country. And aside from all of that, they cross the border daily, on legitimate visas that they pay for, to go shopping in American stores, eat in American restaurants and visit American theme parks. I couldn't even get across the border during Christmas because the line at San Ysidro was hours long, they had shopping to do. And now, they do not feel welcome. Actually, they are afraid they will be completely harassed. So they'll shop here, not in Chula Vista, not in Nogales and not in El Paso. Congratulations, Arizona.
Alec and I spent the weekend in Puerto Peñasco, in Sonora. The beach is pretty and is a popular destination for southern Arizonians. Mexico is not forgetting about SB 1070. Various articles and editorials about the law are still a daily feature in local newspapers. As we got closer to the beach, we began seeing a lot of cars with Arizona tags. Current tags, not the expired tags of Mexicans that bought cars in Arizona. I really couldn't believe it. They own homes and condos and continue visiting the hotels and idiot gringo bars that take up little pockets of the town. My mind wandered....seventy percent of Arizonians supported the law. Maybe the percentage of supporters was lower among people who actually visit Mexico regularly? Or maybe not. That takes balls. I'll harass you if you come to my country, but I will wander around yours like I own the place. Actually, I do own parts of it! When interacting with locals, I found myself thinking, "Please don't let them think we are from Arizona". For once, I was glad to have Georgia tags in Mexico.
It wasn't the first time I have felt uncomfortable with my nationality while traveling. Indonesia, late in the year 2000, was a little awkward. Turkey, March 2002 was an experience. Vietnam brought obvious difficulties. But I am American. It is who I am.
There is something wrong with our country. The country of immigrants. The melting pot. Sometimes, I think we should just give up on the experiment. Send everyone back to where they came from and leave the place uninhabited, except a few Native American reservations. Seal it shut with an impermeable, Simpson's dome. It can't be saved.
And now no ethnic classes in AZ. We have gone too far over the edge of hate-land to come back. AZ is despicable but they openly say what so many others think. Electing our first AA President has seriously pushed some buttons. Now a woman nominated for the SC is going to be asked about her sexual orientation. We'll seat a rapist but not a lesbian? This is seriously f'd up.
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ReplyDeleteMy name is Rebecca and I am an elementary teacher in Alabama. I found your blog on a search, and it looks like an awesome experience! I am in the process of trying to convince my school district what a wonderful experience this would be. One of the difficulties we are having is what to "call" it when I leave for a year... a year's leave, a sabbatical, etc. Can you help me out with this at all? Do you know what it says on the books for your district?
Thank you so much!
Rebecca
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Hi Rebecca,
ReplyDeleteI had to ask for a paid leave of absence, be sure to explain to your district that they will not have to pay your exchange teacher - that they exchange teacher will also be on a paid leave and receive a stipend from the Fulbright program and that your district won't pay any additional expenses. Let me know if I can be of any more help and good luck, it's an awesome experience!
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ReplyDeleteRebecca, I am also participating in the exchange program. My name is Nikki and I am from Mississippi and I simply signed a normal contract and that was it. If you have some questions about how I did it, shoot me an email. I also have the email address from a teacher in Mobile.
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Hil, make sure you carry a copy of your documents, especially your visa, because here in DF they are checking and detaining US citizens :0)! Gracias Arizona!
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